It seems to be far more personal then any other site that I'm on.
Life's been interesting. Full of surprises, and not the good kind.
Stress, Drama, Friends growing apart from eachother.
Sometimes I wonder if things are supposed to be this way, or if I'm just catching the bad end of the stick now a days.
My entire life has been full of ups and downs, disappointment and problems. People turning on me at every corner. I should be used to this right? The issue, is that i feel like I'm completely going to EXPLODE anymore, and if I don't try and make something out of these disappointments I'm going to miss out on a lesson or something.
At the same time I feel like I might possibly be dragging people down with me, and I hate that feeling. I never like to pass the burden of my everyday BULLSHIT onto other people. I'd rather hold it all inside and figure it out myself.
I don't know, maybe this is just more of that dramatic bitching b.s. that females pull off all the time, but I just needed to blow off some steam.

